When
Sarah was a school librarian, one of her most requested stories by
the students was Jack the Cat. This is a true story of
something that happened when Sarah was in high school. My version of
the story is slightly different – not at all contradictory, merely
a telling of events from Mom's point of view – and here it is
officially.
It
was a December school day. For some reason that I cannot remember
now, try as I might, I was taking the day off from work. Sarah had
gone to school on the bus, but I was giving Amanda a ride to her
middle school that morning. We were on Riverside on our way to
Lawrenceville-Suwanee Road riding in the left lane.
We
both saw it – on the far left side of the road, a cat began to run
across. I slowed down. But the car riding next to me in the right
lane did not slow down, and the cat got hit.
Amanda
gasped.
I
looked in the rear view mirror and saw the cat go bounding up the
incline on the right side of the road. We heard the impact, but then
I swear the cat looked okay as it ran up the little hill afterward.
We
got to school. But Amanda did not move!
“You
are upset about the cat?”
She
nodded yes.
“You
would like to go back and make sure it is okay?”
Again
a nod yes.
“Well,
you have to go to school. I'll tell you what – if I promise to go
back past where we saw the cat get hit, and I look to see if it is
all right, will you go into school?”
Amanda
nodded yes, and slowly she was able to open the door and exit the car
and begin her school day.
There
were no qualms about my going back to the scene – I had witnessed
the cat going up the little hill on the side of the road. It was okay
and would be long gone by the time I would get back there for a look
around. I would have kept my promise to Amanda and I would not have
to deal with a wounded cat and hopefully, the cat was all right! Good
deed done for the day.
I
got to the place on Riverside where the cat was hit, I turned the car
around and parked.
There,
on the side of the road, on the curb, not at all on the little hill
next to the road, and shockingly not out of sight and out of mind,
was the cat, curled up in a sleeping position, and quite dead.
It
is tough to hit a cat with a car and have it be okay afterward.
Now
what was I going to do?
If
I told Amanda later that the cat was dead but that I left it there on
the road, she would be very upset with me.
If
I moved the cat, then its owners would never find it and know that it
was dead – closure was important, you know.
If
I left the cat, more things might happen to it on the side of the
road there. How could I just leave it like that? Yet what business
did I have with someone else's dead cat?
I
walked over to the trunk of the car and I said to myself, “if there
is something in the trunk that will allow me to pick up the cat with
something other than my bare hands, then I will take the cat home.
Otherwise, I'll leave it here and bear the consequences of Amanda's
wrath afterward.
When
I opened the car trunk, there was a huge beach towel staring at me.
It
was a sign.
Not
a particularly welcome sign, but an answer nonetheless. Whoever owned
the cat was never going to know what became of it. I picked up the dead cat
on the side of the road with the beach towel and took it home.
At
home, I put the cat in a cardboard box and placed the box on the
backyard patio.
Sarah
was the first one home that day. I told her the story of what had
happened and explained that Amanda would probably want to bury the
cat. When Sarah tells the story, she says that this is when she knew
that she herself would be digging a hole in the backyard that day.
As
soon as Amanda walked in the house, the first thing she said was,
“What about the cat, Mom?” I was half hoping that if she had
forgotten all about it, I would not have to mention the cat myself. I
told her the cat had died and then quickly offered Amanda the chance
to bury it.
Amanda
looked into the box on the patio and christened the cat, Jack.
The
girls went to the backyard and spent the rest of the afternoon with
the burial. Sarah says there were many factors involved in the
difficulty of this task: it was December so the ground was harder
from the cold; it was red Georgia clay in the upper level of the
backyard which had not been disturbed since the beginning of time -
hard red clay; there were tree roots everywhere, defying any of the
tools once the hard red clay was so arduously moved.
The
shovel was not doing the trick, so Sarah surveyed the supplies in the
garage and took the pick ax to the back yard. She swung with the pick
ax, and Amanda used a shovel to move away whatever the ax had
loosened.
Finally
there was a hole – deep enough on one side, and deep enough on
another side, but right through the middle was a tree root that was
not going to budge (thankfully there was not dynomite in the garage
to work with!) and it was decided that with Jack's body draped over
the tree root, his head and front legs would point downward into the
first hole and his back legs and tail would point into the second
hole! Covering him up with dirt again, there was only a slight hump
where he was over the tree roots, and with branches and leaves, the
entire grave was covered over and hopefully no wild animals would
happen by and dig Jack up.
The
girls bowed their heads and said a brief prayer for Jack.
We
cannot find the exact spot in the backyard now where Jack was buried
– so we can comfortably say he has returned to nature, and
hopefully his family can find some closure in that – should they
ever hear the story.
As
Sarah says so well when she tells the story, “Jack, you have lived
longer in your death than we ever knew you when you were alive!”
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